Feedback on the SHIIBARI session with Miss Ella Hypnotic

I took a few days to put the last session together and I have to say that you are simply an artist with the shibari rope. Although I was initially nervous about the rope installation, I was pleasantly surprised that the whole thing wasn't all that unpleasant. However, this is a statement I make after every session. I always have the impression that everything I experience under your leadership always leaves me with a good feeling afterwards. Be it the spanking from the previous session or my first pegging experience or the shibari rope from the most recent session. Of course a slave has to learn to accept/bear unpleasant or unusual things, but I maintain that any measures have a good influence on me in terms of my own mindfulness in everyday life and most importantly: a great memory for life.
I can only apologize a thousand times for occasional lapses in concentration and simply stupid mistakes that shouldn't happen to me after a few sessions. Because even though you always bring me perfectly in line with your ideas of a perfectly submissive slave with your sexy, authoritarian manner, I appreciate even more how empathetic you are and how you make me feel like I can do justice to you, only if I don't get in my own way (story of my life). I can only explain the messed up beginning of foot worship like this: I guess I'm like dominoes. Every effort is made to set each stone so perfectly that a great picture is created at the end. It just happens that you don't set up a stone correctly and all the work is lost for the time being if the desired result is not achieved. So it takes a little patience to place the stones correctly so that the project can be completed. So I continue to practice my patience and attentiveness and always stay on the ball so that I can best meet your high expectations of my slavery.
I would also like to thank you very much for the privileges you granted me in the last session. That I had the chance to satisfy you with the strap-on (which filled my dirty slave mouth well) as well as with my tongue and also that you put a cage over my tiny cock, although this is a rarity for you. With you, the two hours always feel like I'm taking an unforgettable trip, which always leaves me exhausted but at the same time relieved. With you I can let myself go and simply enjoy being under the guidance of your hypnotizing aura and your extremely horny, sensual voice. So the puny slave penis rises as I write these words and I can only say THANK YOU MISTRESS every time. Thank you truly.
I wanted to get rid of some of these thoughts after the session, but in the presence of your Excellency, my spit stops and the words get stuck in my throat because I am so fascinated by you.
Last but not least, in the message to make an appointment for the recent session, I forgot to express my thanks for the fact that after the penultimate session you had once again highlighted me positively in a WhatsApp story regarding tributes and how to receive your favor, for example by buying salad bowls, which, by the way, were super tasty. I hope this isn't too long, but I really needed to share my thoughts on this whole experience with you, especially since in two weeks it will be a year since I plucked up the courage to give myself to you and improve my life with your presence and just you as a damn hot goddess.
So I pay homage to my queen and have to say "God is indeed a woman" and would just like to thank you again for everything that I have learned through you and would like to continue to experience. My life is specifically focused on you during the week of a session day and I would never have it any other way.
Extremely submissive greetings
Oliver